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i broke down and cried today about a lot of things that are stupid and dont matter but make me feel like shit....... damn teenage i hate it ....school was ok i suppose but its starting to make me angry that things arent like alst year why couldnt they just leave well enough alone why does everyone always TRY to improve things its ridiculous things were fine last year you made your own mistakes and you had to live with htem thats how fucking life is but now its like your not allowed to fuck up for your self i personally like to find things out on my own i dont like people to tell me what to do and how to do it at all thats partly the reason i came to quest cause they were supposed ot be a little more layed back now its like their uptight and shitty and its sad that they mad eour school to be different from all of the rest and its culture is slowly deteriorateing ...its really quite sad because i know that last year it was alot different than it was the year before and the same thing that year and im one of those people who really dont like change at all and the more pressure you put on me the worse i do so jana failing this year is a possibility if things dont lighten up a bit