Title: Saying I Love You
Author: janale6
Pairing: junseung
Rating: G
Word Count: 507
A/N: This would be my fourth attempt on writing a fanfic. Believe me, you would want to not read the last 3 fics I did cause it’s pure fail. Anyway, to the amazing authors who inspires me to write:
kueteel ,
cheecharon ,
jhhs_1505 and
himawarixxsandz . O.O HOW DO YOU WORDS? XD I can’t really express my thoughts through words. So apparently, my imagination is way too far from how I wanted it to be in the story. But, yeah, I hope you like it. :3 /I am very much in love with WG’s saying I love you. I miss WG. :’(
Warning: contains a lot of grammar mistakes. OTL
Summary:
“If only snowflakes were to say i love you each time they fall, Seung, I would be so sorry to make you deaf. I love you. I love you this much.”
The sound of friction from your dragging shoes and the solid ground is echoing in the silent night as we make our way to the dorm. Your hands are busy playing with your phone, sliding it up and down, up and down, up… then down. Three minutes passed when you suddenly stopped walking. I continued to walk which led me three steps ahead of you. You paused in a very familiar place; eyes fixed on a bench under a big tree decorated with series lights and heart-shaped lamps.
Oh Right! This was the exact place where we heard the sweetest words and shared the sweetest kiss.
“I haven’t heard those words for a long time. How much I missed those” saying it slowly with half smile and eyes still fixed at the wooden bench with our names carved on it. Junhyung loves Hyunseung
“I’m sorry…” I whispered.
It’s because I wanted something sweeter. I wanted to confess to you and tell you those words in a special way you won’t forget. Just like those lovers in movies, where I get to hold your cold, shivering hands in a snowy and serene evening. I’ll ask you to close your eyes; I’ll place my lips in yours and then whisper softly to your ears “I love you”.
Your voice cut my thoughts when you started to talk again, words were accompanied with sobbing.
“What’s to hesitate about? Is it that hard? I want to hear what you got to say…”
I felt so helpless when you started to wipe your tears with the back of your hand. Your tears never stopped falling, your voice were shaky but all I could say to myself was “I’m sorry”.
It’s because I wanted something more special, I want a special day I can always remember, so that it won’t pass forgotten. I want to tell you those words in the most unique way I could think of. So that you will always remember how special you are to me and how much I love you, a day that you will never forget in your entire life with me forever.
“Seung…”
My feet started walking to your direction, my hands have a mind of its own, it embraced your cold and shaking body so tight.
“You know I don’t want to separate with you, not even a single moment. When I’m with you, I hope the time stops.”
Suddenly, a white flake kissed your wet cheeks, 'snow'', suddenly, the lights dimmed.
Then suddenly, no, not suddenly, it was apparently the right time.
“If only snowflakes were to say i love you each time they fall, Seung, I would be so sorry to make you deaf. I love you. I love you this much.”
Just then I realized my lips were attached to yours. Because yes, I love you this much, too much that I wanted for it not to stop. No, never... And yes,from now on, I will show you how much I love you, and I will say a million times how I feel for you.
A/N: i never felt so accomplished like this. i mean, this is honestly better than those of my past fics. orz. AND!!
I told you I don’t know how to write my thoughts. askd;fjaskldfj I AM SO ANGRY RN. AHAHA XD anyway, yeah, I don’t know how to end it either. So end it as you wish. :3