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sorry to be grim. but being home, as great as it is to see everybody (and the people who i have yet to see...), there's just no escaping it, im surrounded by it, and every time i wake up in my bed i wonder, "should i be happy to be here?"
tracht gut ve zein gut
that means, think good and it will be good. roughly translated, hopefully not roughly true.
project runway makes me feel better though, so at least that's coming up tomorrow! and i had a really fun conversation with graham about new eyeglasses and prom and high school and what he was quoted on in his senior year book and going to montreal with his family. and i had a great dinner with my faimly, and a fun time with jessie and carly. and it might all have been good enough to negate the sobering talk i had with my dad's oncologist today. i just want my life to be good so my dad can be proud of me.
tracht gut ve zein gut
that means, think good and it will be good. roughly translated, hopefully not roughly true.
project runway makes me feel better though, so at least that's coming up tomorrow! and i had a really fun conversation with graham about new eyeglasses and prom and high school and what he was quoted on in his senior year book and going to montreal with his family. and i had a great dinner with my faimly, and a fun time with jessie and carly. and it might all have been good enough to negate the sobering talk i had with my dad's oncologist today. i just want my life to be good so my dad can be proud of me.