something i didnt believe...and have never wanted to believe
Two years.......and there isn't a day that passes when I don't think of you.
The other day, in my boring Anthro 2A class, this girl sitting next to me was playing a game on her phone...then i thought of ztetris.....then i thought of you and how we used to play against each other in Dills class...then I thought about watching Bill and Teds Excellent Adventure with you, and how before the movie was even over you were quoting it....then when we all watched Finding Nemo..but you didn't get to finish it. I remember that day when the bus was insanely overcrowded and I sat next to you (sweatingly nervous the entire time). I remember during summer school going into the library hoping your class was going to be in there so I could sit with you guys, and going with a couple o the guys and you to go see Tomb Raider at the Galleria after school one day. I remember on Halloween how you came over after school and we hung out together...then we trick-or-treated in the rain before going to Dana's, where you dressed up like a male stripper and gave me a lap dance. I remember on our way home from the Homecoming Dance we rode with chris and his mom and you had your head on my shoulder...I remeber reading your website sevenfaces.tk religiously and going over that list of turn on's and turn off's...i remember you giving me neck massages in dills class and almost putting on my black lipstick on halloween
i remember calling Ashlee at work, when she broke the news to me....I didn't think it was real..but in my heart i knew something was wrong...I remember crying hysterically on the couch for wat seemed like hours...i remember walking into school the monday after and barely making it to my locker..being comforted by stacey, dana and keith...and nicole gave me the picture of you and I at Homecoming...the one i keep on my desk so I can look at you everyday
i remember the pain i have felf for the last 2 years...but also the comfort in having friends who are there and who were touched by you in the same way as I was...we were all lucky to know such an awesome guy
i love you forever and you are always in my heart
The other day, in my boring Anthro 2A class, this girl sitting next to me was playing a game on her phone...then i thought of ztetris.....then i thought of you and how we used to play against each other in Dills class...then I thought about watching Bill and Teds Excellent Adventure with you, and how before the movie was even over you were quoting it....then when we all watched Finding Nemo..but you didn't get to finish it. I remember that day when the bus was insanely overcrowded and I sat next to you (sweatingly nervous the entire time). I remember during summer school going into the library hoping your class was going to be in there so I could sit with you guys, and going with a couple o the guys and you to go see Tomb Raider at the Galleria after school one day. I remember on Halloween how you came over after school and we hung out together...then we trick-or-treated in the rain before going to Dana's, where you dressed up like a male stripper and gave me a lap dance. I remember on our way home from the Homecoming Dance we rode with chris and his mom and you had your head on my shoulder...I remeber reading your website sevenfaces.tk religiously and going over that list of turn on's and turn off's...i remember you giving me neck massages in dills class and almost putting on my black lipstick on halloween
i remember calling Ashlee at work, when she broke the news to me....I didn't think it was real..but in my heart i knew something was wrong...I remember crying hysterically on the couch for wat seemed like hours...i remember walking into school the monday after and barely making it to my locker..being comforted by stacey, dana and keith...and nicole gave me the picture of you and I at Homecoming...the one i keep on my desk so I can look at you everyday
i remember the pain i have felf for the last 2 years...but also the comfort in having friends who are there and who were touched by you in the same way as I was...we were all lucky to know such an awesome guy
i love you forever and you are always in my heart