aint no cure for the rainy day blues...
i think ive got a mild case of the rainy weather blues! DAMN IT! i love the rainy weather but for some reason the gloominess is starting to cloud my rational thought and make me feel gloomy too. don't get me wrong, things have been going great this past month..o wow..i just realized it has been exactly a month since my life in irvine began! tempis fugit! (time flies) ;) i really feel that this place is my home..i have new friends who i love and know i can depend on, my classes are thought provoking and semi-interesting, my job is awesome and I only work 2 days a week which is nice--everything seems to have fallen into place.
unfortunately,this rain has put a damper on my happy-go-luckiness...temporarily, but nonetheless im just kinda feelin down. u know wat? INSECURITY is a bitch,UNCERTAINTY is an asswipe and DOUBT is a fuckface. new friendhsips and relationships are awesome and exciting, but are always accompanied by these inconvenient and unfortunate emotions. why is it that every action and everyword is overanalyzed to death and it makes me feel like shit? yes, girls do overanalyze everything, but i mean wat the fuck? why? cant we ever just take things at face value and let it go..apparently if u have a vagina the answer is no! whatever i guess since i dont want a sex change anytime in the near future i will just have to deal with it....o well
unfortunately,this rain has put a damper on my happy-go-luckiness...temporarily, but nonetheless im just kinda feelin down. u know wat? INSECURITY is a bitch,UNCERTAINTY is an asswipe and DOUBT is a fuckface. new friendhsips and relationships are awesome and exciting, but are always accompanied by these inconvenient and unfortunate emotions. why is it that every action and everyword is overanalyzed to death and it makes me feel like shit? yes, girls do overanalyze everything, but i mean wat the fuck? why? cant we ever just take things at face value and let it go..apparently if u have a vagina the answer is no! whatever i guess since i dont want a sex change anytime in the near future i will just have to deal with it....o well