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These past few days have been kind of up and down. It's been weird. I have been in so many fights with my parents over the most random things, and I find myself so distant and I don't even know why. I keep having these emotional breakdowns though so my math teacher told me that I could talk to her about stuff. Well, that was going well, but now she thinks I am beyond the limits of her help and she has scheduled me a private appt. with the school psychologist for tomorrow. I really dislike Kay. But not as much as I dislike my family.
The other day my dad got mad at me and poured a glass of milk on my head. I spend most of my time away. Well I try at least. Over break Julia invited me to come live with her. I haven't told my parents yet. I'm thinking of just saying "Mom, I'm going over Julia's" and when she asks when I'll be back, I will tell her sometime before Christmas.
We have it all planed out. We are going togo sled riding, even if there is no snow, and listen to old music all the time. Oh and we are going to cook like no body's business!
My soccer team is going to Memphis this weekend. I'm nervous. Over 100 college coaches will be there. I have emailed a few to come and watch, but I really don't want to play in college. I just feel pressured to do so. I think I have decided that I will only play if I receive money to do so. Wow that sounds snobby. Oh well, my heart really isn't into practicing for 2 hours every day of the week. I mean it's college, I want to have a social life.
Oh well, I have lots of homework and studying to do before exams which start a week from tomorrow. AHH!
The other day my dad got mad at me and poured a glass of milk on my head. I spend most of my time away. Well I try at least. Over break Julia invited me to come live with her. I haven't told my parents yet. I'm thinking of just saying "Mom, I'm going over Julia's" and when she asks when I'll be back, I will tell her sometime before Christmas.
We have it all planed out. We are going togo sled riding, even if there is no snow, and listen to old music all the time. Oh and we are going to cook like no body's business!
My soccer team is going to Memphis this weekend. I'm nervous. Over 100 college coaches will be there. I have emailed a few to come and watch, but I really don't want to play in college. I just feel pressured to do so. I think I have decided that I will only play if I receive money to do so. Wow that sounds snobby. Oh well, my heart really isn't into practicing for 2 hours every day of the week. I mean it's college, I want to have a social life.
Oh well, I have lots of homework and studying to do before exams which start a week from tomorrow. AHH!