Sorry also.... RELAY!
I know that I've been all ranty and venting in before this entry
and now im confused
i dont remember much of what i wrote
but i feel that i'll stick by it
its just... thinking about it i dont feel like i was writing about the people that i was. When i run in to people afterwards its just so strange, half are so nice and half are so not.
But i still feel bad for what I said
Im just so confused
like... at times I dont want to keep these friendships but most of the time I cant imagine not being friends and growing old with these people. I dont want new friends, I just want all you guys.
I dont know how we can make all this better and I dont know if we ever can but maybe we can try?
Relay is coming up soon and it wouldnt be the same without all you guys!
Do you remember the first year we did it? And we said that we'd keep doing this each year even in college and after college so we can still all get together and be friends as a huge group?
I remember that and it makes me sad to think that maybe we arent that big group anymore.
But we can still try cant we?
Last year we decided on the theme of 'Cowboys and Indians' which we so have to stick with coz its such a brilliant idea!
SO!
Tell me what you think? If you're all willing to still do this so we can put away our differences and be friends still!
*hugs*
love Jana
and now im confused
i dont remember much of what i wrote
but i feel that i'll stick by it
its just... thinking about it i dont feel like i was writing about the people that i was. When i run in to people afterwards its just so strange, half are so nice and half are so not.
But i still feel bad for what I said
Im just so confused
like... at times I dont want to keep these friendships but most of the time I cant imagine not being friends and growing old with these people. I dont want new friends, I just want all you guys.
I dont know how we can make all this better and I dont know if we ever can but maybe we can try?
Relay is coming up soon and it wouldnt be the same without all you guys!
Do you remember the first year we did it? And we said that we'd keep doing this each year even in college and after college so we can still all get together and be friends as a huge group?
I remember that and it makes me sad to think that maybe we arent that big group anymore.
But we can still try cant we?
Last year we decided on the theme of 'Cowboys and Indians' which we so have to stick with coz its such a brilliant idea!
SO!
Tell me what you think? If you're all willing to still do this so we can put away our differences and be friends still!
*hugs*
love Jana