what feelings are all about...
Isn't it weird when feelings just fight inside ourselves?
I do think that's what have been happening to me these days...
When sometimes you know you need to get over some situations, but something just makes you stop and think about that...makes you think if you really wanna get over it...when your head says something and your heart says something different.
Maybe relationship issues - even when it's not a "relationship" at all - are always the most complicated to understand and solve, being right followed by family issues.
Both makes you think twice before actually acting - and if you don't, you can easily feel the reactions you cause.
When a person asks about the guys in my life, about my family, what's going on with me...and it's all about someone I consider special...and this someone also knows the way I feel, and decide to do that after a long time with no talk...I start to think i'm getting lost inside all of that! It's like...hard to understand if someone's missing you, and wanna be sure you'll keep on being there as the friend you always were - specially if you can just be friends in the very moment. Maybe it's something i'll have to analyse...maybe something I'll realize by instance.
Sometimes I'm so against that popular saying: "Time will tell", even in the situations where it fits perfectly. Sometimes I'd like to be the one to tell the time what to do - and maybe that could mess life up!
So...maybe it's better for me not to own such power...and even better to me to practice my patience and understanding knowledge in front of some things that happens to me. If i'm learning the lesson properly...? That's what people say...damn...
... "time will tell"....
I do think that's what have been happening to me these days...
When sometimes you know you need to get over some situations, but something just makes you stop and think about that...makes you think if you really wanna get over it...when your head says something and your heart says something different.
Maybe relationship issues - even when it's not a "relationship" at all - are always the most complicated to understand and solve, being right followed by family issues.
Both makes you think twice before actually acting - and if you don't, you can easily feel the reactions you cause.
When a person asks about the guys in my life, about my family, what's going on with me...and it's all about someone I consider special...and this someone also knows the way I feel, and decide to do that after a long time with no talk...I start to think i'm getting lost inside all of that! It's like...hard to understand if someone's missing you, and wanna be sure you'll keep on being there as the friend you always were - specially if you can just be friends in the very moment. Maybe it's something i'll have to analyse...maybe something I'll realize by instance.
Sometimes I'm so against that popular saying: "Time will tell", even in the situations where it fits perfectly. Sometimes I'd like to be the one to tell the time what to do - and maybe that could mess life up!
So...maybe it's better for me not to own such power...and even better to me to practice my patience and understanding knowledge in front of some things that happens to me. If i'm learning the lesson properly...? That's what people say...damn...
... "time will tell"....