the worst of dreams
As flawed as many feel about Sigmund Freud, I got to say i still somewhat a believer of dream psychology. I still believe that dreams are a kind of encrypted message our brains have created for ourselves.
i hate dreams you know, i hate them. I hate it when people say sweet dreams instead of just goodnights and sleep tight.
i really rather face nightmares every night, and trust me, seeing how my nightmares can be easily influenced by those criminal minds and mentalist series i have been watching, they are really nightmares. sweet dreams are way more toxic than them.
so many times the type of "sweet dreams" i seen are so vivid, i find myself hating the fact i'm awake. i am no believer of fairytales and true loves, they are really nothing but the invention for commercial gains. but the fact that i am nothing but just a girl at heart sometimes, the impact of dreams sometimes just spiral into something way more dreadful than they should be.
expectations are mean to be beneficial to us, they are our goals to achieve something more. but idealistic ones are torturous, really.
penning down my thoughts is the only way i thought of to make me feel better. As if by writing it out could throw out those emotions out from me. phew, out and gone.
i hate dreams you know, i hate them. I hate it when people say sweet dreams instead of just goodnights and sleep tight.
i really rather face nightmares every night, and trust me, seeing how my nightmares can be easily influenced by those criminal minds and mentalist series i have been watching, they are really nightmares. sweet dreams are way more toxic than them.
so many times the type of "sweet dreams" i seen are so vivid, i find myself hating the fact i'm awake. i am no believer of fairytales and true loves, they are really nothing but the invention for commercial gains. but the fact that i am nothing but just a girl at heart sometimes, the impact of dreams sometimes just spiral into something way more dreadful than they should be.
expectations are mean to be beneficial to us, they are our goals to achieve something more. but idealistic ones are torturous, really.
penning down my thoughts is the only way i thought of to make me feel better. As if by writing it out could throw out those emotions out from me. phew, out and gone.