a song that belong to you?

[jan33y]

the thing about breaks is something the fact that you can be so bored that you got nothing to update.

or if you could be so busy with things that you don't know what to update.

i fall in between both, somehow.

but no matter how busy, there's always time for songs =)

sometime it's not easy to describe your own feelings.

describing something you feel into words usually limit you unnecessarily.

that's why the easier way out is to find similar description, via songs.

i don't know how many out there are the same as me.

i realise that there's a higher tendency of finding less cheerful songs that "belong" to me at some point of time

i wonder why.

but i came across this song as i was listening to 987fm and i thought i really like it.

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Back to December - Taylor Swift

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right

I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time