Another song that caught my attention.
Still, it's an emo song.
Somehow, when i'm on my own, this kinda song still suit me best.
This long break is making me getting used to aloneness, rather than loneliness.
Of course sometimes if i think of the negative, i do become lonesome.
But pessimistic doesn't suit me well.
Rather than feeling lonely, i prefer to think it as my own personal space.
Don't misunderstand me, i do still enjoy my friends' accompanies.
But i really like the time when i need not inform anyone of my current life,
when i can do things that i want, after all no friends will share the exact interests with me.
Funny thing is this song kinda translate a different part of me as what i wrote above
Ji mo Guang Nian-01.mp3 - http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/350400ht.htm 是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了,快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由
Sometimes it can't be helped that you just want someone to be there with you
But nothing is harder to control than you-know-what