spiralling downwards
To be completely frank, life is no longer what it seems.
My priorities are completely blown out of proportion and it feels as though I don;t have a decent hold on my own life. Everything that I have done I do it for someone else. I can never be fully happy and its no longer optional. But when i do think about it, "is it really my fault?". "Is it really my fault" that i had my future ripped from my arms, and my only joy and freedom to linger forever in mediocrity?
I can forgive, but i seldom ever forget. Especially now.
My priorities are completely blown out of proportion and it feels as though I don;t have a decent hold on my own life. Everything that I have done I do it for someone else. I can never be fully happy and its no longer optional. But when i do think about it, "is it really my fault?". "Is it really my fault" that i had my future ripped from my arms, and my only joy and freedom to linger forever in mediocrity?
I can forgive, but i seldom ever forget. Especially now.