u never know how special they are till u lose them!!

[jamzlynn02tart]

for every one who don't know... my grandpa has been really sick latly and he was in the hospital and everyone was up there!!! well he was living off of machines it made me cry just looking at him...we were all in the room before they took him to surgry and my sister said that he had to make it to her graduation which she is the oldest grandchild soo ya..then i said that he had to make it to mine..then we just all agreed that he HAS to make it to the youngest katlyn...my grandma was in there sayin that a thousand dollars each and that was the last time he talk to us he just started moving and everythingbut he really didnt talk to us. when he got outta surgry we all got to go see him and talk to him all he did was listen and well i was crying my eyes out...that is my last grandpa!! i went home cus i really didnt wannt everyone to be that crowded up at the hospital and some people just stayed at my house!!! well on saturdat at 8:21 we had lost him!!! and that was the second grandpa this year!!!i got up by the phone ringing and well it made me think if i should answer it but i did...i heard a voice saying who is this??? i was like jamie and then there came the bad news!!!!!
well ya now i think twice about beeing mean to any one, u never know when u are gonna lose them!!!
well there is my very very very sad weekend and probly gonna be sad for a long while even tho i believe grandpa wants me to be happy