Oct 22, 2005 21:16
I love school so much, and I'm so glad I came here. I am so happy here. I can really be me. I have great friends and don't feel down all of the time. Getting out of Chesterfield Michigan was the best thing that I could have ever done. Really there isn't much left for me in that town. And I don't miss it all. This is really where I belong...I have one of the best friends in the entire world. And I have a boy that I spend time with and does nice things for me...and he rides horses...how perfect is that? And things aren't too serious...and things are new and exciting for a change...And I'm really happy. I'm not up tight about things. I like having a darn good time. I have finally learned that if i know if something is going to upset me, I shouldn't set myself up to be upset. It's not worth it. It ends up ruining the good day that I could have had. Plus when I'm in a bad mood, my horse is as well, and that's totally not worth it...Well I need to work on my homework, but this song is the best...
I saw it in her eyes
When I was sayin' goodbye
That girl, she ain't gonna be alright
'Cause I could tell
She'd be goin' through a livin' hell
And I wouldn't be there by her side
And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by
Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart, the broken part
She got the wrong end of the deal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had, and
Lord, it just wasn't enough
And hurtin' her like this seems so wrong
Yeah, look at what I've done to her
Now she's alone
I saw her out last night
And she was havin' a good time
That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine
But then I saw a man
Walk up and take her by the hand
And I, oh God, I almost died
And then it hit me, she didn't really need me
I just sat there for a while, until I finally smiled
Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong
After all the things I've done to her
Now she's strong
I walked up and said hello
She said, "It's good to see ya
But hey, I've gotta go"
Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's standin' tall, she's got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what it's done to me
Look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back now
I swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it work
Ain't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Look at what I've done to me
She's gone
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