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this is the last little bit of online time before i bury myself in harry potter. rikki let me borrow her copy. she's a godsend. kaitlin offered, and i do appreciate that. i just see rikki every night, and with work and rehearsal, i don't know when i'd get over to kait to get the book. so as soon as i'm done updating and checking my friends page, i'm going ot live in the deathly hallows.
i don't wanna jinx it, but work is slowly getting easier. not exactly easier i guess, i'm just getting better at handling things. potty time isn't a total disaster anymore now that i've switched the times of when we do it and changed my posistion in the bathroom. i'm sitting closer to the sinks now so that none of the kids try to pull a virginia woolf and drown themselves in it. i did have to file an incident report when my favorite kid hit another kid and broke the skin. it killed me. but i'm learning to love the little monkeys.
the show KIND OF opens in a week. and i think it's gonna be a really solid show. i just have these moments when i absolutely hate the dancing. there are certain numbers that i just don't feel natural doing. but i'm faking it, and it's looking pretty good. tonight was a hardcore dance rehearsal, and i gotta tell ya. doing hot patootie and time warp 3 and 4 times each had me about ready to cry. but i know that it's going to be a really great show. everyone come see it!
mina is coming home monday. i'm actually not that excited. not because i don't want to see her. i always want to see her, and part of me is thrilled she'll see rocky. but the circumstances are very unfortunate, and i know i won't get to see her much. i'm gonna be there for her as best as i can though, because i love her.
i'm in a really bad mood right now. i got so mad at my parents i threw my sunglasses against the wall. i'm not so mad at my dad anymore. now i'm just pissed i broke my sunglasses. and at my mom. my relationship with her is in a really weird spot right now. we never went through those adolescent years when a mother and daughter fight about everything, and it's like we're late bloomers and going through that stage now. and i hate it, because i really do worship my mom. she's just become so frustrating. i hope we can work through it.
is it wrong that i don't miss katy?
i don't wanna jinx it, but work is slowly getting easier. not exactly easier i guess, i'm just getting better at handling things. potty time isn't a total disaster anymore now that i've switched the times of when we do it and changed my posistion in the bathroom. i'm sitting closer to the sinks now so that none of the kids try to pull a virginia woolf and drown themselves in it. i did have to file an incident report when my favorite kid hit another kid and broke the skin. it killed me. but i'm learning to love the little monkeys.
the show KIND OF opens in a week. and i think it's gonna be a really solid show. i just have these moments when i absolutely hate the dancing. there are certain numbers that i just don't feel natural doing. but i'm faking it, and it's looking pretty good. tonight was a hardcore dance rehearsal, and i gotta tell ya. doing hot patootie and time warp 3 and 4 times each had me about ready to cry. but i know that it's going to be a really great show. everyone come see it!
mina is coming home monday. i'm actually not that excited. not because i don't want to see her. i always want to see her, and part of me is thrilled she'll see rocky. but the circumstances are very unfortunate, and i know i won't get to see her much. i'm gonna be there for her as best as i can though, because i love her.
i'm in a really bad mood right now. i got so mad at my parents i threw my sunglasses against the wall. i'm not so mad at my dad anymore. now i'm just pissed i broke my sunglasses. and at my mom. my relationship with her is in a really weird spot right now. we never went through those adolescent years when a mother and daughter fight about everything, and it's like we're late bloomers and going through that stage now. and i hate it, because i really do worship my mom. she's just become so frustrating. i hope we can work through it.
is it wrong that i don't miss katy?