(no subject)
well its been forever since i've written in this thing. i've been so busy lately its insane. well not EXTREMELY busy, but u get my drift. so anyway. where to begin... lets see. my job has been getting boring. all i do is just sit there and chill but i get paid for it so its all good. i ended up gettin in a car accident a while back.. i rammed this one dude from behind by hitting the wrong petal lol. my bad but what can ya do. sept 1st is when i gotta go to court for my hearing. im pretty nervous. i gotta pay a shyt load of money and i think my licsense is gonna get suspended. but what can ya do. i gotta pay for my mistakes. i took up a new hobby lately. wood carving lol. its exciting. ppl want to pay me to make them something. which is pretty cool.. but lately i've been slackin on it.. i cant find the time anymore. i started it up when lauren went on vacation cuz i was so bored. and then just kept doin it. i made quiet a few things already. speakin of lauren though. we ended up breakin up. so we arent together anymore. she said that she didnt want to be attached anymore and i understand. we are still friends. i dont know what i really want anymore either. its like i want to move on and date but i also dont want to and i wanna still be with lauren. but what can ya do. she decided to let go, i guess i cant keep holding on. oh well. anyway. so i have like a week left of work and then school starts! woohoo. im actually pretty excited about school cuz i get to see all my friends and jsut do something with my day. even though i get out after 5th and thats around like..12 i think. so i have the rest of the day to just chill out and what not. depending on if i get a job which i need one. so i might work with my uncle doing grouting and tile things. its 8 starting. tax free.. but i gotta save 10% off to the side for taxes.. but oh well. i gotta save money for the accident that i gotta pay for and i just got a new cell fone. which im excited about lol... and i gotta pay for that too. anyway. i cant wait til i get to go to college and move on with my life and just do something different.. im tired of the same routine and doin the same thing over and over and over. im that type that gets tired of doin the same thing. i go insane. anyway, im gettin tired so im gonna go. i'll write more later, i swear this time lol. later