friends.. cant live with em' cant live without em'
man.. friends are hard things to deal with.. esp this one friend i got erika. she is my best friend but she drives me insane sometimes. she takes things and blows them up big time. she isnt gettin pissed at me cuz she invited me and lauren to go to the akron fireworks tonite, and i have to leave at 8ish to go get lauren from somewhere, and we are mettin at ryans house at 7 and leavin. well now erika is pissed and sayin that i might as well not even go at all with them and stupid shyt like that. and she knows that if she were in the same predicament that she would leave to go get her b/f too if she told him to come and told him she'd get him. she denies it but im not stupid. she is way to sensitive sometimes. oh well. im not just gonna ditch my g/f like that after i told her i'd get her. and we're goin to the fireworks whether we sit with the others or not. she always makes it sound like i ditch her and my friends for my g/f and i dont. i try and involve all of us together. and if erika isnt the damn center of attention its not all gravey enough for her. im only one person.. not 2. cant please everyone though right? right. i dont know anymore im just gonna let it go. let her be mad i dont give a shyt right now.. i just really dont. im gonna pick her up and we'll go see fireworks and i'll probably just drop her off back home. im out though......