Dec 03, 2007 09:10
I log into livejournal like once or twice a month, and right now is one of them...obviously. So I just felt like updating, even tho I am trying to read these articles.
So Christmas is in what, 3 weeks? This semester has gone by quite fast and I'm thankful for that. I'm excited to go home, even tho I have to stay an extra week by myself. :-( I guess I'm alright with it because I'm gettgin 4+ hrs. at work and I really need the money. It's just gonna be so lonely and sad going home to no one. Unfortunately that's Jason's last week of work, too so he can't come up to keep me company. I wish my puppy could be there for the week.
I'm almost done Christmas shopping, just 2 more ppl left and I already knoe what I'm getting them, I just have to get them. I went shopping on Saturday and pretty much just got everyone done, it was amazing and Jason stuck through it like a trooper.
Umm, I'm getting an ipod for Christmas so probably everyone should be jealous. I'm sure no one will be bc I'm one of the only ppl left on earth to not have some sort of MP3 player...but my portable CD player works just nicely.
I absolutely love my job and it's been one of the greatest things to happen to me. I can keep it until I graduate, they work around my schedule, it takes 3 min. to walk there, and I do my homework the whole time. I got so lucky and I'm so thankful, every little penny helps and I can focus on school still.
So Jason pointed out that I start almost all of my sentences with so...I can't help it's just one of those things that happen, I don't even realize I do it so I changed so of my starting sentences in here lol
I've been having the weirdest dreams lately and I had a really scary one last week. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought I saw the person's face that was in my dream in my room...freaked out a lot. I didn't knoe what to do and I always think about that...do I want to see the face who is going to kill me or just hide under my convers?? I mean really no one was going to kill me, but if it were to happen I'm pretty sure I would've just hid under my covers. If I can't see them they can't see me right?
Umm my family is slowly falling apart and it's really sad, but there is just nothing I can do anymore. Probably one of the worst feelings I've ever had, but my effort goes absolutely nowhere and it's so draining. If people could just take a step back and look at themselves things wouldn't be 1/2 as bad...this will never be solved and it just kinda breaks my heart. That's why I'm so thankful for Jason...poor guy didn't knoe what he was getting himself into when he started to date me.
K well I'm gonna do more hw and have a blast doing so! I don't really knoe why I told ppl what I'm going to do bc I really don't think anyone reads this and when they do I'm sure it'll be past the time that I was doing what I said I was going to do. Whatever I'm just confusing myself now.
ps. I turn 21 in a month in a 1/2.