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Why is my life mediocre? There's actually nothing going on.
so let's see...
1) Recently my mom has asked me whether i have chronic fatigue. maybe i do. what she actually said was, "I think you might have a problem because you seem angry all the time. If you're feeling like this we should go to the hospital and get you checked out." What am i supposed to say? I'm sorry that we moved to long island and i'm sorry that i'm pissed off after commuting for 2 hours going home? If I leave school at 5:30 and get home around 8, do you expect me to be bubbly? i sound like a businessman whose marriage isn't working out.
2) school. excited and scared about college. sophomore year has been like freshman year and that was like 8th grade which was like 7th grade.
3) i've been wondering about hobos recently. Are they modern day bodhisattvas or ruined men? people running away from responsibility? i wonder what would motivate someone to just sit down in a subway car one day and decide to never get up. To sit there and sleep and maybe get a dollar or two to buy a hot dog.
4) my non-existent love life. when was the last time i went on a GOOD date? one that didn't involve physically running away after 30 minutes. usually i'm the one taking the initiative, which is good news to guys without balls i guess. and i know that our generation isn't confined to traditional gender roles, but i'm sick of doing the asking.
5) Music. I've been listening to my music a lot more. so much that my ear drums start hurting a bit now and then.
and valentine's day is coming up.
great quote from naron (muttered under his breath): "Stop wearing so much make-up...you look like a slut". HAH. guess who it was about?
so let's see...
1) Recently my mom has asked me whether i have chronic fatigue. maybe i do. what she actually said was, "I think you might have a problem because you seem angry all the time. If you're feeling like this we should go to the hospital and get you checked out." What am i supposed to say? I'm sorry that we moved to long island and i'm sorry that i'm pissed off after commuting for 2 hours going home? If I leave school at 5:30 and get home around 8, do you expect me to be bubbly? i sound like a businessman whose marriage isn't working out.
2) school. excited and scared about college. sophomore year has been like freshman year and that was like 8th grade which was like 7th grade.
3) i've been wondering about hobos recently. Are they modern day bodhisattvas or ruined men? people running away from responsibility? i wonder what would motivate someone to just sit down in a subway car one day and decide to never get up. To sit there and sleep and maybe get a dollar or two to buy a hot dog.
4) my non-existent love life. when was the last time i went on a GOOD date? one that didn't involve physically running away after 30 minutes. usually i'm the one taking the initiative, which is good news to guys without balls i guess. and i know that our generation isn't confined to traditional gender roles, but i'm sick of doing the asking.
5) Music. I've been listening to my music a lot more. so much that my ear drums start hurting a bit now and then.
and valentine's day is coming up.
great quote from naron (muttered under his breath): "Stop wearing so much make-up...you look like a slut". HAH. guess who it was about?