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So its day 6 of not having Peter in my life all the time. Thing is, he's not gone because Im still living my life around him. Although now its about making sure Im nowhere near where he will be at any given time and fighting the urge to buy something I know he would love.
I had sort of planned a "forgive/ get back together" day... but I realized that he TRIED to forgive me. But I did the unforgivable. And so Im more than a little down on myself. I NEVER wanted to hurt anybody. Even just in daily life I hate to hurt people...
I had sort of planned a "forgive/ get back together" day... but I realized that he TRIED to forgive me. But I did the unforgivable. And so Im more than a little down on myself. I NEVER wanted to hurt anybody. Even just in daily life I hate to hurt people...