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well today....went to work.....got off urly....gota 25 dollar gift card for meijer....got my first pay check ran to the bank with it cuz i havnt made a deposit in awhile and it felt good to watch the acount go up for once. got all my xmas shoppin done in one weekend....man i kick ass. got a job as a bus boy/banquet dude at la viva where i had my grad party and now im workin there...it wuz wierd/cool at first but now im over it. at first i thought the people that worked there were dix but im like corky ramono first everybodys not really into me and then they all fall in love with me....but im not very happy cuz i worked there for a week and didnt get payed cuz i didnt punch in....but now i gotta punch in # and im gonna punch it 2ce and maybe theyll pay me for not punchin in b4. but yea....lifes being kind of gay right now....like i kno im the man and im gettin gurlz #'s and i call them ocassionaly but my planz alwayz get messed the fuck up and i havnt done nething with nebody outside of work for like a month....i wuz so destitude to get some action i wuz gona fool around with some chick i work with in the coatroom while i wuz workin. but my fun will come around....ive blown 20 yearz of my life beating myself up when i had no reazon to...jus stupidity not thinkin positive and alwayz lookin down on whatever i do...theres a reason for all of this....like they say past makes present...but now im makin now good so everyday will be a good present. neway thats prolly to much for one entry....i hate havin to read a shitload myself so i apolgize....im gonna go work out with some chick that i jus made freinds with on myspace online tonight...haha.