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sometimes i don't know why i made this decision...
i know it's worth it, but it has so many sacrifices.
and it's starting to bother me.
and the shitty part is that i'm stuck like this for another year.
worth it now? UGH.
i just get so lonely and sad.
and i don't know what to do about it.
there's no cure.
maybe it's just who i am?
but i think i'm more fun than this.
or maybe i'm just boring.
horrible.
i know it's worth it, but it has so many sacrifices.
and it's starting to bother me.
and the shitty part is that i'm stuck like this for another year.
worth it now? UGH.
i just get so lonely and sad.
and i don't know what to do about it.
there's no cure.
maybe it's just who i am?
but i think i'm more fun than this.
or maybe i'm just boring.
horrible.