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[jammyxriffic]

i'm so confused by you and everything.

we can't be friends.
we have never been friends.
we are trying to be friends now and it's not working.

we can't be more than friends
because both of us are too afraid to admit
we want that.

we can't be in between friends and more than friends,
because we did that-
and because of our attraction
we lead to
wanting to be more than friends.
which lead to
me almost sleeping with you.
but me saying no
because it'd ruin our
relationship.

...
what relationship?

now,
we are nothing.
we are quiet and awkward- and barely friendly.

yet both of us
still want
more.