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sit up straight. live. i was working today, doing what i normally do, feeding plants, soil and hangers to people, also putting plants on carts, and i realized. i realized i was not cut out for this type of work, when it comes to being able to be in the mundane every moment, i am lost.. i end up getting bored so i try to entertain myself with thoughts, only these thoughts distract me thus creating a forgotten hanger pile or not having enough plants on the table, i need somthing more. this isnt healthy i fear. although i am curious as to when the season actually starts who will join the happy crew. i shall hope for mental stimulation, but i am sceptical. if i knew spanish i would be in a better world as far as conversation goes, but i fear that is a road that i am not passionate enough about to learn. every plant i put on the last 6 or 7 carts had the tag facing the same way. thats how i get my joy. who are YOU? tell me who you are. whoever is reading this tell me. what are you? what do you do? are you stagnate or do you radiate life? are you inbetween? do you think about time? do you think about how youve grown? do you ponder what went on 10 minutes ago? or an hour ago? do you sing songs in your head? do you pass the time watching tv or reading, or do you clean your house like a mad person? do you talk to people alot? are you very social or more antisocial?