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So I said goodbye to João today. It was hard, and I cried, of course, but I'm holding up surprisingly well right now...
It's so hard. I've said goodbye to so many friends this past month that I'm almost numb. Luchis, Federica, Caro, Paula, Lucy, although I don't know that you would conisder Lucy a friend since she was like 18 months old. But it doesn't change the fact that I've lost a lot of people that I was really close to in my everyday life.
I don't know what's going on with Kate. I think she is being unreasonable. But whatever. I'm so glad I have Trish right now. And of course Graci and my other friends.
Things are going well at bluecashew. I like it there; they're nice and it is good to be doing something other than waiting tables. I'm so tired of waiting. It sucks. And I never make money. Maybe I would if I went and worked in a really gay restaurant or something. Otherwise no one ever leaves me good tips.
That brings up the other day at the pool hall, another place where I work and wait/man the pool counter. This guy that I think had to be gay was there and left me this amazing tip. It was, umm... interesting.
I feel like singing, so I'll sing to all of you:
♪ Viver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! E não ter vergonha de ser feliz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
♪ Cantar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e cantar, e cantar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
♪ A beleza de ser um eterno aprendiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
I really look to this song for support now. I don't know why... I like its message I guess. All of you who don't speak Portuguese are pretty much screwed. If you nag me enough, I'll translate.
Okay, so now I'm just rambling. Oh well, deal with it, bitches.
♪ Queiro una chica, queiro una yal, queiro una mujer que sea muy especial, quiero una dama que me sepa amar!!! ♪ Actually, queiro un chicO, but I still like the song.
I need to find a man. There was this friend of Paula, um brasiliero, that I was supposed to meet, but I found out that he had gotten a boyfriend in the time that I stalled because I wanted to be introduced by Pau instead of going to his job and introducing myself. Dumb...
Okay, I'm tired of rambling... I need to go type an English paper.
Bjos!
It's so hard. I've said goodbye to so many friends this past month that I'm almost numb. Luchis, Federica, Caro, Paula, Lucy, although I don't know that you would conisder Lucy a friend since she was like 18 months old. But it doesn't change the fact that I've lost a lot of people that I was really close to in my everyday life.
I don't know what's going on with Kate. I think she is being unreasonable. But whatever. I'm so glad I have Trish right now. And of course Graci and my other friends.
Things are going well at bluecashew. I like it there; they're nice and it is good to be doing something other than waiting tables. I'm so tired of waiting. It sucks. And I never make money. Maybe I would if I went and worked in a really gay restaurant or something. Otherwise no one ever leaves me good tips.
That brings up the other day at the pool hall, another place where I work and wait/man the pool counter. This guy that I think had to be gay was there and left me this amazing tip. It was, umm... interesting.
I feel like singing, so I'll sing to all of you:
♪ Viver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! E não ter vergonha de ser feliz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
♪ Cantar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e cantar, e cantar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
♪ A beleza de ser um eterno aprendiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♪
I really look to this song for support now. I don't know why... I like its message I guess. All of you who don't speak Portuguese are pretty much screwed. If you nag me enough, I'll translate.
Okay, so now I'm just rambling. Oh well, deal with it, bitches.
♪ Queiro una chica, queiro una yal, queiro una mujer que sea muy especial, quiero una dama que me sepa amar!!! ♪ Actually, queiro un chicO, but I still like the song.
I need to find a man. There was this friend of Paula, um brasiliero, that I was supposed to meet, but I found out that he had gotten a boyfriend in the time that I stalled because I wanted to be introduced by Pau instead of going to his job and introducing myself. Dumb...
Okay, I'm tired of rambling... I need to go type an English paper.
Bjos!