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I'm really upset. Again. What else is new? Kate is mad at Joao for reasons I really don't want to go into. I don't even think I understand why she is so mad. I can see why she might be a bit upset, but I feel like it is going too far. I don't know. I'm confused. Confused about so much. God. This sucks. It's really hard for me to deal with because I'm not home. I'm on my way to Canada, which may be the only thing that keeps me sane right now. But I am very sad because I am away from all of my friends, both American and exchange students. And it is hard for me because I miss Joao and it makes me more upset because I'm not there. I don't know if he feels like he needs me there to help him, and be with him while they are going through this - but I feel bad because I'm not. I feel like he has no one right now and I feel so bad for him. I don't know... this sucks. FUCK!