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So, I'm really tired, but I think I'm going to update anyway. I've been really busy lately. Friday was the opening night of Underage Thespian Action (short, student written plays). They went pretty well... at least I thought so. Afterwards, we went to the diner in New Paltz and there was all of this drama going on. Trish and Joao have both liked each other for some time. And me, being the selfish bastard that I am, asked Trish not to do anything because I wasn't secure enough with my friendship with Joao (I'm sorry, I'd add the accent but I'm too tired and it's a pain in the ass) and was afraid that I would lose either one or both of them. But I've come to know Joao so well, and he has become one of my best friends. So I told Trish that she needed to do what she wanted to do, but she was very apprehensive because of him leaving in July (I'm crossing that bridge when I come to it, and that is going to be one fucking hard bridge to cross). All I could say was that she needed to do what would make her happy now - you have to live your life for today. And she agreed and now Trish and Joao are "smeh-smehing" (have a relationship - another outside joke). On the way home, I dropped Joao off last, because I really needed to talk to him (I'm skipping a very, well, interesting serious of events that occured in the back of my car on the way home - and yes, you can let your imagination run wild). Friday night (or Saturday morning, rather?) kind of played with my emotions. I don't know - I just feel an even deeper connection with Joao now. He actually was good enought to ask me if I would be upset if he and Trish started a relationship (I have this thing with the word dating lately - I think it was your play Graci... it cheapens it, you're right). Later I told him that I asked Trish not to start anything with him because I was afraid, and he understood. And he told me that it wasn't something I had to worry about. That his friends were more important than girls. I guess it was what I needed to hear. And I think that I needed to tell him what I had done. Am I making myself out to have done something worse than I did? I don't know. Today we got up (yesterday, technically) early and went to Albany (I'm sorry if someone else who is reading this gets upset by that - two people in particular, I just, well, I'll tell you later). We went to the Empire State Plaza (which is really cool) and hung out at Crossgates for awhile. We did some fun stuff, which I'll talk about in another post tomorrow, maybe... but I just felt like I needed to do that. For me, I guess... I don't know. Maybe none of this makes sense to anyone else...
Then there was work tonight. When I was on my way there (I was supposed to be to work at 6pm) I get this phone call from my boss at 2 minutes to 6 asking me where I was because they were getting "bombarded". So I was like okay, I'm 5 seconds away... thinking to myself, "umm... I still have two minutes to get there... WTF" So anyway, later on I was really tired because I had a busy day and work was hard, and I said that maybe I just tried to do too much today, and my boss gave me this really weird look. Then when I went to look at the schedule for next week, I saw that I was on at 5:45, not 6. So I don't know if they think that I need to get there earlier from now on, or that the 6 o'clock person needs to get there earlier, but it kind of pissed me off/upset me. I don't know... I'll try posting again tomorrow - comment with any questions because I'm sure you've got plenty...
Then there was work tonight. When I was on my way there (I was supposed to be to work at 6pm) I get this phone call from my boss at 2 minutes to 6 asking me where I was because they were getting "bombarded". So I was like okay, I'm 5 seconds away... thinking to myself, "umm... I still have two minutes to get there... WTF" So anyway, later on I was really tired because I had a busy day and work was hard, and I said that maybe I just tried to do too much today, and my boss gave me this really weird look. Then when I went to look at the schedule for next week, I saw that I was on at 5:45, not 6. So I don't know if they think that I need to get there earlier from now on, or that the 6 o'clock person needs to get there earlier, but it kind of pissed me off/upset me. I don't know... I'll try posting again tomorrow - comment with any questions because I'm sure you've got plenty...