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Ok, there is a reason for this journal. I have a very small friends list and i like it like that. But I want this one to signify a new begining for me. I want to try my hardest to be the person that I want to be, and do the things that I want to do. I'll probably update this one as much as I updated the old one, but I feel that I have turned a new chapter in my life and I want to change everything, including the journal.
Not that I'm going to erase my history from my life, nothing like that at all. I need to start doing things for me, and not to have friends or to keep them either. Selfish... hell ya. I'm a selfish bitch, but thats what i need right now. I have to stop thinking about how other people feel about what I'm doing and apologizing for my actions. I don't need to apologize most of the time. So... I won't. period.
Not that I'm going to erase my history from my life, nothing like that at all. I need to start doing things for me, and not to have friends or to keep them either. Selfish... hell ya. I'm a selfish bitch, but thats what i need right now. I have to stop thinking about how other people feel about what I'm doing and apologizing for my actions. I don't need to apologize most of the time. So... I won't. period.