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omg. it so just fucking hit me why i stopped liking him. hes an ass. the BIGGEST ass there is. i dont need him. i really dont. she can have him and do what she wishes with him. but of course there will always be feelings. but hes not what i want, or what i need. i want hunter, although hunter doesnt want me..ahh well thats a different story. im just glad that i finally relize that hes not that great, hes not that great at all. a great amout of stess was released from me today..i feel so much better. im not nervous anymore..its just that everything on me hurts so bad from crying..like everything aches. i dunno..i need time. lots of time..but for now..im going <<3 jamie