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this summer kinda sucks, I am not usually one to be too negative but i am more so just stating a fact. I dont have a job yet cuz i waited till i finished my class so i could actualy work and now i'm done and board waiting to find a job. All my pals have jobs and they are working or traveling or actually living their life while i'm sitting at home going through my phone book trying to think of somthing to do. The worst is when you finaly find some one who answers their phone but then they all ready have plans. Well thanks to my pals who didn't ditch me last night and played at my house.
Okay so i'm done with that but now i have a nother ranting moment. I am pathetically single. I am really good at it. In fact i've been doing it for a concecutive 17 years. I'm convinced that now i want a b-f more so to prove to myself that not all boys thing i'm gross but not like it matters cuz i shouldn't even waste my time that i have so much extra of thinking about hopeless thing.
well maybe i'll start making my habit for when i join the sisterhood. Unless i accidently steep infront of a bus befor then.
well if any one eles is as borde as me, please call me. I hate the, "oh i dont know if i should call them game because maybe we dont know eachother well enough" I'm a victim of it myself but i hate even more when people bull shit you and say yeah lets hang out then they go talk smack behind your back. Sorry for my grouchy ness
I really love you all despite my ability to express it.
jan
Okay so i'm done with that but now i have a nother ranting moment. I am pathetically single. I am really good at it. In fact i've been doing it for a concecutive 17 years. I'm convinced that now i want a b-f more so to prove to myself that not all boys thing i'm gross but not like it matters cuz i shouldn't even waste my time that i have so much extra of thinking about hopeless thing.
well maybe i'll start making my habit for when i join the sisterhood. Unless i accidently steep infront of a bus befor then.
well if any one eles is as borde as me, please call me. I hate the, "oh i dont know if i should call them game because maybe we dont know eachother well enough" I'm a victim of it myself but i hate even more when people bull shit you and say yeah lets hang out then they go talk smack behind your back. Sorry for my grouchy ness
I really love you all despite my ability to express it.
jan