shower.

[jamlicious]

my baby shower is saturday. i am not even excited. my best friend is/was supposed to be the host. her boyfriend broke up with her last weekend and she wasnt making any progress as far as getting prepared. so i am basically throwing my own damn baby shower. its depressing. :(. i get frustrated every time i go shopping for the supplies and have to swipe my visa. what a great best friend i have.......

i wouldnt be so upset if i knew ahead of time that i would be doing everything on my own. :sigh:

maybe once i get everything together i will be excited. i hope so.