hello
I guess it's been a while since I've really sat down and written a journal.
Updating life.
Where did I finish off, hmm I have to check. One moment here...
Ahh yes, the invitations. Yep they're done now were just in the process of actually getting them delivered. It takes us a LONG time to do EVERYTHING but it gets done eventually.
My Mom, Maid of Honor Amanda, Shawn, and Sue threw us a beautiful wedding shower. We received tuns of beautiful gifts that filled Jamie's cold room. A tun of towels so were set for life there except for the last ones that go to the set we registered for, but all together things are coming together nicely. We were really surprised by how many people attended and how lovely the shower went. I think there were some others that would've liked to come but didn't get the invite right. Oh well they'll be at the wedding.
Tonight I discovered real fake snow. It's actually called SNOWREAL. It's fantastic and amazing stuff. It looks exactly like snow and even sparkles like it. Yet it doesn't feel really wet and it's very clean. I was perplexed by the directions that told me to add half a tea spoon of the powder to a whole cup of water. It didn't make sense. Apparently one table spoon makes 32 oz. CRAZY! but it worked. I set it up on the centerpiece and hopefully jamie likes it. If not he's going to be bummed. We've got some options open though.
Premarital counselling is going really well and WE are doing even better. It seems like we grow more and more everyday. I love that. Love is amazing. That's really all I have to say. I love being head of heels with someone. Enough mushy mushy. Well the reason I'm so mushy mushy is because he's constantly been proving to me that he's here always and isn't going anywhere and has stood by me through all the junk i'm going through right now. I won't get into details but this week has been pretty tramatic for me. I feel like i'm finally starting to be able to calm down about it, but tommorow evening I have to go for a drive that might set that off again all tommorow. I have to keep reminding myself to be loving, forgiving, understanding. You know all those things God asks us to be and more. It's just so hard sometimes. I need to have faith that his ways are better than mine and we are all human.
Jamie is cute. "You remind me of everything that I love"
xoxoxoxox.
Updating life.
Where did I finish off, hmm I have to check. One moment here...
Ahh yes, the invitations. Yep they're done now were just in the process of actually getting them delivered. It takes us a LONG time to do EVERYTHING but it gets done eventually.
My Mom, Maid of Honor Amanda, Shawn, and Sue threw us a beautiful wedding shower. We received tuns of beautiful gifts that filled Jamie's cold room. A tun of towels so were set for life there except for the last ones that go to the set we registered for, but all together things are coming together nicely. We were really surprised by how many people attended and how lovely the shower went. I think there were some others that would've liked to come but didn't get the invite right. Oh well they'll be at the wedding.
Tonight I discovered real fake snow. It's actually called SNOWREAL. It's fantastic and amazing stuff. It looks exactly like snow and even sparkles like it. Yet it doesn't feel really wet and it's very clean. I was perplexed by the directions that told me to add half a tea spoon of the powder to a whole cup of water. It didn't make sense. Apparently one table spoon makes 32 oz. CRAZY! but it worked. I set it up on the centerpiece and hopefully jamie likes it. If not he's going to be bummed. We've got some options open though.
Premarital counselling is going really well and WE are doing even better. It seems like we grow more and more everyday. I love that. Love is amazing. That's really all I have to say. I love being head of heels with someone. Enough mushy mushy. Well the reason I'm so mushy mushy is because he's constantly been proving to me that he's here always and isn't going anywhere and has stood by me through all the junk i'm going through right now. I won't get into details but this week has been pretty tramatic for me. I feel like i'm finally starting to be able to calm down about it, but tommorow evening I have to go for a drive that might set that off again all tommorow. I have to keep reminding myself to be loving, forgiving, understanding. You know all those things God asks us to be and more. It's just so hard sometimes. I need to have faith that his ways are better than mine and we are all human.
Jamie is cute. "You remind me of everything that I love"
xoxoxoxox.