Depressed

[jamiwuvsu]

I feel like such shit right now, i really need a hug. :-( im so mad cuz i have been doing absolutely nothing for the past 4 hours and im so sick of being bored and shitty. why didnt i go out tonight, i dont know. i fucking hate people too.. some people pissed me off today at lunch and i dont get y they dont just get a clue... and no one understands the feeling of not being needed... i feel like no matter what i do doesnt work and im just so frustrated, maybe im not doing enough and thats why, whatever, i dont make sense. ive been like stressing about nothing and just because of that i feel even more pathetic. lol im just very moody right now and im kinda feeling depressed and lonely. partly because today was such a shitty day.... nothing happened, as usual. its like every day is the same and doesnt get better u know? i want like some excitement damnnit! i dont even know what im talking about, im just bored okay... im counting down til the weekend...so please excuse me for being bitchy.

man im cranky, i should get some sleep.