goodbye JC (tomorrow)

[jamisie]

SO this morning was my circuits final at 7 am. Oh my gosh Drew is pretty. I remembered something earlier, before I started liking him, I went up to him quite a few times and asked him for help on my circuits homework, and thought nothing of it, why cant I be like that now with him. SO my final was really hard, and took me the full 2 hours and 45 minutes. I think I did alright, but I will be sooooo glad to be done with circuits forever. Drew finished his final a little before me, so as I walked out of class, he was standing there talking to some guy, and I had to pass him to get to my car. I should have asked him how he thought he did on his test as I passed him by, but I didnt think of it till after. Now I am soooooo mad at myself, I even thought of walking back just to do it, ahhhh I have problems. I went shopping today and spent too much money, but I guess it was all things I needed. I bought 3 new books which I am excited to read. I am now really nervous about how lonely I am going to get this summer. I guess I will be working five days a week, and going to Europe for a month, and getting ready to move to Pomona, but I am worried about feeling really lonely. I guess I Think this every year, and it always turns out ok. It will be nice to be able to get a full nights sleep almost every night. I am going to be so sad tomorrow after my last final, I was even sad today saying goodbye to my teacher. Last Drew talking chance tomorrow, so I must be brave.

A random quote I found: "Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."