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[jamincollins]

Today has not been such a good day emotionally. I've certainly had some ups and downs since Rachel passed, in most cases I've been able to see the downs coming and prepare a bit for them. However, today hit me off guard. The slightest thing seems to throw me into a fit of bawling. It's been a mere 4.5 hours today and I've already had to stop what I'm doing at least three times due to the onslaught of tears. Tears so thick that I can't see let alone breathe.

Couple this with a general feeling of anxiety, and it's not a good mix.