I think: I know:

[jamilee_miller]

I THINK:

-it might be time to move on.
-it's a lost cause now.
-we were perfect.
-... maybe you were right...
-you hate me.
-you should have let us talk about it.
-you should have returned the favor.
-I need a rebound...
-I'm lonely...
-I'm ready to talk.

I KNOW:
-that I have an essay due in a few hours that I still haven't thought about.
-that I can't keep wishing forever.
-that if you don't love me, I want to try and still be your friend.
-that I still have friends, though they are few and far between.
-that it's ok to cry, over EVERYTHING.
-that I can still SMILE. and that's what's important.
-that I need to figure out this whole college thing soon.
-that my mom still loves me, even when she hates me.
-that I'll be ok.

shit cake, shit icing, shit candles melting hot shitty wax all over my life,
but I will keep my FAITH: in that things will get better, my HOPE: in everything, and my LOVE: for all those who love me.