My small splurge of drama.
I just don't get this. What was the point? I just happened to be on the wrong phone at the wrong time, right? Sure..you're sorry. Sorry that it happened?....Sorry that I heard every word you said?...Sorry that I know the truth?...Sorry that you just fucked up? OR are you just sorry because you got caught? You know, this would be a lot easier if I hated you. But, sorry, I have a conscience. This is my fault. I'm sorry I gave you the benefit of the doubt. I'm sorry that I FUCKED over everything my BEST FRIENDS told me because I wanted to believe you even when I knew that everything they said was true. I'm sorry to Scott who listened to me for hours about this whole thing. I'm sorry I trusted you with anything. I'm sorry we got so close. I'm sorry I waited for you to call me every night. I'm sorry for the night I didn't sleep because of you. I'm sorry for the times we both laughed so hard we would cry. I'm sorry I stuck up for you every day. I'm sorry that you lied to my face. I'm sorry that she had to go through the same thing, but worse. I'm sorry both your father and you have to lie yourselves out of this situation. I'm sorry that I didn't get myself out of this 2 months ago. I'm sorry that you actually meant some of this. I'm sorry I can't lie to myself and say that its doesnt really matter anymore. I'm sorry that I'll be gone a year from now and this won't mean anything to me by then. I'm sorry I kissed you back.
I'm sorry you feel nothing.