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me n T are wayayayayayay better. but she keeps doing things that makes her like up tight. like she'll say something and then i;ll be like what.. and shes like oh nevermind... i hate it. i wanna benormal again and lke on saturday when we hung out i was like havin fun and bein chatty and stuff and shes like are you okay and shit. she was sayin i was
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but anyways i love you so much and if i knew what was going to happen to our friendship i wouldnt have made that mistake on new years!!ya i admit it was the dumbest thing i have ever done but i didnt want it to affect us....! i was going to do it eventually i needed the experience and im glad that i did it before i can drive because that would have been a bigger mistake if i waited because who knows what would have happened.
you know i get a lot of shit from my dad and my family and now i have to deal with gay ass juniors on my back 24/7 talking shit. you were supposed to be my best friend and you were supposed to be there for me when times get rough... and this is a rough time.. but what do you do you turn your back on me and leave me... i needed you and i still do... i need someone who understands me... i know i have alleshia and dani and katie but they arent like you.. you actually listen and care and thats what i love about you... spencer i love you so much and my world has came crashing down since you have decided to stop being my friend.... i cant stand the mornings when you walk in and i can run up to you and give you a big hug and talk to you.. i hate it in science when you and i dont talk... i just hate everything and i hope you can come to an understanding of what i did... and if you dont i just want you to know i love you so much and i thank you for everything you did for me for the past years and in my heart you will always be my best friend!!
love always,
ashley
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