Changes
So big changes have occured since my last entry. The biggest change is that Brice and I broke up. I don't know why, I'll never know, even though I have some idea, he never had the balls to be a man and tell me. Whatever, I'm better off without someone like him. I loved him, he knew it and everyone did, but things change and obviously he did and its over. That's it. He's not mature enough to even think about being friends so I guess I'm better off. Prom is shit, I'm not going and even if he wanted to still go I wouldn't. I'll find some other use for the dress, or I just won't use it, either way it doesn't matter.
My sweet 16 plans have seemed to change. I wasn't into the whole big fancy party anyway, and I'm talking to my Dad again and he wants to help me plan it. It's looking like its just gonna be a huge thing in the backyard with a bunch of good local bands and food and lots and lots of people. I'm not sure what bands exactly but Nick's band is definatly playing and I'm gonna have some local punk and hardcore bands there. It'll be cool no matter what so I'm really really excited about that. If it ends up being ridiculously illegal to have such a loud and big affair in our backyard I'm gonna have it in some club my Dad's friend owns. It'll work out either way and I'm starting to see the advantages of talking to my Dad again even if I still think he's a deadbeat. It's nice to be able to talk to him about shows and bands and things like that.
My sweet 16 plans have seemed to change. I wasn't into the whole big fancy party anyway, and I'm talking to my Dad again and he wants to help me plan it. It's looking like its just gonna be a huge thing in the backyard with a bunch of good local bands and food and lots and lots of people. I'm not sure what bands exactly but Nick's band is definatly playing and I'm gonna have some local punk and hardcore bands there. It'll be cool no matter what so I'm really really excited about that. If it ends up being ridiculously illegal to have such a loud and big affair in our backyard I'm gonna have it in some club my Dad's friend owns. It'll work out either way and I'm starting to see the advantages of talking to my Dad again even if I still think he's a deadbeat. It's nice to be able to talk to him about shows and bands and things like that.