Feb 09, 2007 13:55
ugh.
my boss told me today that they are going to close my store in june.
i was like completely shocked. i mean the last few months here have been unusually slow, so i knew business wasnt doing too well, but i never everrrrr thought theyd close the store.
i really honestly like planned on being here for like ever. i was pretty sure this would be my job. im making 30grand a year, not even including my commision... so i was pretty set financially.
this shit like always happens. i get a really good job and then for whatever reason it doesnt work out. although normally its a good thing bc i always find something better. its just this time is different bc im living on my own and i have so many expenses to worry about.... rent, car payments, car insurance, cell phone bill, cable bill, food, gas, priscilla. so im really scared about being able to find another job thatll be able to pay my bills.
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uhhhh i dont even know where to begin looking. id really love to get a job in the interior decorating world, but i know thats hard to come by. whatever. im not going to be picky.
someone find me a really good paying job!!!
so yah now i have to cancel our trip to vegas. fuck!
i was actually like gonna go somewhere on a fucking plane, and now all thats shot to shit.
maybe this is like gods way of telling me that something really aweful is going to happen if i step foot on a plane.
like its going to blow up, or crash, or there are gonna be snakes on it. i dont even know.
whatever. ill get over it.