Feeling Knotty
I think my lack of substantial posting may have something to do with my feeling like my time with this journal is up. My 10 year LJ birthday was on August 11th. That is a long fucking time.
I also am not a fan of all the changes that have been happening around here since it was bought out(games? Fucking seriously? This is a journaling website.).
I think this is what triggered the name change as well. Perhaps I thought it would help. I don't know.
I may make a new journal elsewhere. If I do, I may very well make mention of it. I also might not.
My internal conflict over this(really, Jamie?) has my belly in knots.
It's just a journal, but it has been really important, and so relevant in my life. And the love and support I have received from some of you has just been incredible. It is something I hold very close to me. Especially as far as friends and loved ones go.
I have met some of the greatest people in my life through this medium. The idea of stepping away from it, and letting it go truly upsets me. But, it feels like that might be what I need to start writing again.
Still happy. Still feeling good.
I will be back, maybe.
I am quite a bit more active on Tumblr than I am on LJ as far as writing and pictures go. I still come here to read everyday. Add me there if you want to: tumblr.com/cuntbarf
Love ya, babes.
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The current version of me.
I also am not a fan of all the changes that have been happening around here since it was bought out(games? Fucking seriously? This is a journaling website.).
I think this is what triggered the name change as well. Perhaps I thought it would help. I don't know.
I may make a new journal elsewhere. If I do, I may very well make mention of it. I also might not.
My internal conflict over this(really, Jamie?) has my belly in knots.
It's just a journal, but it has been really important, and so relevant in my life. And the love and support I have received from some of you has just been incredible. It is something I hold very close to me. Especially as far as friends and loved ones go.
I have met some of the greatest people in my life through this medium. The idea of stepping away from it, and letting it go truly upsets me. But, it feels like that might be what I need to start writing again.
Still happy. Still feeling good.
I will be back, maybe.
I am quite a bit more active on Tumblr than I am on LJ as far as writing and pictures go. I still come here to read everyday. Add me there if you want to: tumblr.com/cuntbarf
Love ya, babes.
E>
The current version of me.