Aug 11, 2004 17:38
im alive..thats bout all the good neews there is, i feel like simba..lost from his home land, xept without a gasious warthog and one o those reeli skinny jumpy animals. But hey its only a year and it cant be that bad cos i can drink all i want here so theres no way it can be hprrible. iv decided im going to buy myself a boottle of absinth for my bday! i just waant a friend. i hate being alone more than anything; i dopnt mean that in a depressed emo kid way. i just hate it. i need people or sumthing. at least i have mme bosart shes my next door neighbor..shes reeli old and decre^pid; we chat from bqmcony to bqlcony.pqrdon my mistakes this keyboard s all wimbly wombly..Anywho the apartments pretty badass tho co i can almost se the ocean xept for the building thats in the way but if it wasnt there i could deffinelty see it. But ya cafe istanbul was freakin awesome i liked having lots welll about _ people there dancing like asses xept for laura se was boppin it..qlothough forrest and ashur did try..they got whooped but it was fun, then i got a bit overemotional and was crying ,y eyes out like an absolute lunatic..damit lauren. TThen in the plane i listened to ashurs CDs which exceed the highest level of badassness!!!and the third Cd...ya i was bawlin the whole way through...damit ashur; i love u. and i got to read lauras letter which didnt help the situation and looked at hinds scrapbook..so the planeride was a sob fest..the girls next to us go freaked out and switched spots...she just didnt understand the inner pain..so well im hopin veryones doing fabulously and schools ...chuckles..;u guys have school..man that sux.HAHAHAH I MISS U LIKE CRASSY.. if anyone wants to no ,y qddress is
Lauren Nathan :just in case:
47 Bld Marechal Juin
06800 Cagnes Sur Mer
France
write me..im all alone drowning in my own self pity!!!! send pictuires or sum form of entertainment..ur choice
all the love in the world godamit
lauren..i miss u guys so much