Oct 21, 2004 07:59
Computer Apps- C-
Integ 3- C+
Adv Phys Sci-C+
Marching Band-A
Well the grades still suck.. And that's my main priority right now, so I'm blocking absolutly everything out for the next week and taking all possible measures to bring my C- to at least a C+ and my C+'s to at least B's. And marching band will definatley be A's.
Going to tutoring, and having Aubrey helps some, but then there are other times when nobody is there to help, and I just say screw it cause I don't know what to do. So, then I end up doing poorly on the next quiz or whatever. I think my counselor thinks, I'm not trying as hard as I could. And, maybe I'm not, but I'm trying harder than I used to have to try, and it used to be that I didn't have to try very hard to make B's or even A's.
I wish I would have taken my brother and sister-in-law up on that offer to move to Japan with them. I hate it here, and I would do anything to leave. Maybe when this school year is over I will take all my money and buy a plane ticket to Japan, or maybe i'll do it sooner than that, because I just can't stay here anymore. And well I don't know. Apparently my way of staying alive, isn't healthy go figure? Thought I was doing better than before, but I guess not.