Jun 13, 2006 01:36
For the record, I still think that my decision to halt sharing real thoughts and feelings this way was correct for the time. Everything I feared from this set up has shown itself with a vengeance. However, since the person I can share all of my thoughts with is asleep (and a well earned sleep, I might add.) I have decided that this is good enough.
I am watching a movie at the moment. A musical really. It makes me think of a few people I know.
This movie is supposed to make me feel sympathy for a group who I don't agree with. Yet as I watch this movie all I can feel is regret for the people who miss opportunities to truly improve their lives. It reminds me off some people I know, whose choices I wish were different. I can see clearly how things could be different. I suppose though that different experience can obstruct some views.
I have to admit, I have been lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to right n