Real Life is not my friend
I feel like I have not been here for ages and I have totally abandoned this whole thing. I'm sure no one has ac.tually noticed but I feel bad about it, let me assure you that my love is everlasting, this was not just a sordid fling and I shall attempt to actually interact with people on a more regular basis. I shall not bore you all with the details of why my real life has been so stressful, it's dull even to me. But I am stressed and I've started smoking again. This is bad. That's the trouble with having a crutch, too easy to make an excuse to fall back on it. Although I'm confident this is merely a temporary slip off the wagon.
I went to my very first football game the other night, husband finally took me after 7 years of refusal. I feel like he once made some small boys promise that he would never take a girl to football and has felt obliged to stick to it despite the fact he is now a grown up. Either that or he thought I would embarrass him with stupid questions... as if! I've been stuck watching football with him for 7 years, I know my onions! Got my moneys worth, went to extra time and penalties, was very exciting but there was some rather fruity language flying around. Thought I'd heard it all but seems I am not as worldly as I like to think!
It's my friends wedding next saturday (the one with the pink themed hen do) and I'm a bit cross that I have to go, not her fault but turns out there's other things going on that day that I really want to go to. It's unbelievable, nothing ever happens then two amazing things happen on the same day as her wedding! Amazing thing number one: there's a pub in Brighton that is having a Grease sing a long evening, everyone dresses up and they play it on the big screen and when the songs come on, some gay choir from Last Choir Standing sings all the songs and everyone joins in. How much fun does that sound?! I so badly want to go. Amazing thing number two: at a local shopping centre, they are playing Dawn of the Dead on a big screen and everyone is dressing up as zombies. Seriously, it's usually dullsville round here, these things will never happen again! On the plus side, I've got an absolutely cracking dress to wear, let's just hope I don't fall off my massive heels.
Now to pick up the mood a little, there are not one but two Ryan Gosling films coming out. Bonus. I have also discovered there is a Jamie Bell film coming out in January called Man on a Ledge with the bland Sam Worthington (hot in Titans but only because he was all dirty in his leather gear). It looks brilliant, I'm so glad Bells is making more films, need to keep an eye out for the Retreat too. Actually went to see Jane Eyre the other day, not gonna lie, was a little disappointed. Not just because there was nowhere near enough Bells although that is probably my main criticism ;) I thought the casting was crazy, Fassbender is too handsome to be beastly Mr Rochester and Bells is too quirky to be haughty Sinjun. Jane wasn't as strong (maybe not the right word but hopefully you get what I mean) as I wanted her to be either, where were all the bits where she mucked Rochester around when they were engaged? That was my favourite part! And the bit where he pretends to be a fortune teller.
Blimey, this is the longest post I've ever written, shall endeavour to be more little and often in future