Sometimes I don't understand myself.
WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS!?!?
Seriously. I so know better. And every time I look for it, I find it. It makes me sick to my stomach. As in it starts cramping. Physically cramping. I don't know why I can't stop. Why I can't just let it go. I'm so stupid sometimes!
BEH! I'm so frustrated I could scream! I certainly can't sleep now. So...maybe I'll watch some "Two Guys and a Girl"...take my mind off of it...become sane again.
So stupid....
Seriously. I so know better. And every time I look for it, I find it. It makes me sick to my stomach. As in it starts cramping. Physically cramping. I don't know why I can't stop. Why I can't just let it go. I'm so stupid sometimes!
BEH! I'm so frustrated I could scream! I certainly can't sleep now. So...maybe I'll watch some "Two Guys and a Girl"...take my mind off of it...become sane again.
So stupid....