Not as Cool as a Cucumber
Yeah, I know. I have just about zero cool points. And that kind of sucks. It was pointed out to me just last night that I just get too enthusiastic about whatever guy I happen to have a crush on at that moment. So I'm going to try to be cool and just let it come. Or not come as the case may be. No chasing. And try to be a little more mysterious and not quite so open. But it does feel wrong. But I'm really tired of just being Jamie Against the World. Partners in crime, thoughts, and bed just make it all the more fun.
I got to go out for the first time by myself in the longest time. Cesar and I watched "The Final Destination" (OMG, sucks). And since we were having lunch with Carmen at Surin today, he let me take his car. So I stopped off at Sports Page. Brian was not on duty and Emily from work was there. I met her bf and a friend of theirs. We ended up drinking massive amounts of beer, playing lots of pool, and we smoked all the cigarettes. After closing down the bar, we all hung out at Matt's apartment (Matt is the friend) and smoked a little. He had this really great pomegranate wine. Emily and Hess left and we started watching a Korean foreign film. My total inebriation kept me from being scared. I kept dozing and as long as I promised "not to do anything sneaky," I didn't have to sleep on the couch. I did not do anything sneaky. But one sentence slipped at lunch today and Carmen jumped right on it--both feet. I blushed. Cesar asked a single question. My flaming face confirmed the answer even though I neither confirmed nor denied.
So all in all, I had a nice day. A little hungover, a little leery about what's going on. But tomorrow's another day. I'm thirsty anyway; so bring on the rain.
I got to go out for the first time by myself in the longest time. Cesar and I watched "The Final Destination" (OMG, sucks). And since we were having lunch with Carmen at Surin today, he let me take his car. So I stopped off at Sports Page. Brian was not on duty and Emily from work was there. I met her bf and a friend of theirs. We ended up drinking massive amounts of beer, playing lots of pool, and we smoked all the cigarettes. After closing down the bar, we all hung out at Matt's apartment (Matt is the friend) and smoked a little. He had this really great pomegranate wine. Emily and Hess left and we started watching a Korean foreign film. My total inebriation kept me from being scared. I kept dozing and as long as I promised "not to do anything sneaky," I didn't have to sleep on the couch. I did not do anything sneaky. But one sentence slipped at lunch today and Carmen jumped right on it--both feet. I blushed. Cesar asked a single question. My flaming face confirmed the answer even though I neither confirmed nor denied.
So all in all, I had a nice day. A little hungover, a little leery about what's going on. But tomorrow's another day. I'm thirsty anyway; so bring on the rain.