Oct 04, 2005 19:22
well, i always seem to write in these stupid things when im upset and i dont know why.
i feel so empty? inside. i hate when im in these rediculous moods. i dont have motivation for anything. school is kicking my ass and im having an attendance problem this year. i dont even have motivation to go out and do stuff. i dont know its weird.
i hate being away from people who truley mean alot to me. its hard and stresses me out so much. i seriously cannot wait to graduate and go away to college. i've never wanted to this bad. i hate it here and i just want to get away and start over. i hope this year flies by.
i went to see chad this past weekend. it was so nice seeing him, it made me happy <3 and charlotte is such a beautiful city. i've never been to a place like that before so it was a good experience.
ok blah blah, goodbye