Bank Of America ... Here I come!
Good news. I might be getting a new job at Bank of America. This is good news because they'll start me out with decent pay, give me health insurance after 30 days, and college tuition reimbursement. It's also a more professional environment than Panera Bread and all of the other jobs I've had. Everything I've been looking for, excluding the fact that I won't be working with animals. But, I can always do that later. I can also get a internship at any time after I start school. I'm so excited. I really hope I get this job. So, everyone cross your fingers for me.
Bad news. I had to go to the hospital tonight for something having to do with my diabetes. So, there goes $200.00 down the drain! Piece of shit body. I wish I had known that diabetes runs in my family BEFORE I gained so much weight after high school. I was at 250lbs in the summer of 2002. Sad, I know. Now I weigh 165lbs and losing. I've been working hard. The sad thing is that I really don't see the big difference unless I am comparing old pictures from my weight of 250lbs side-by-side with my recent pictures of 165lbs. Like, when I look in the mirror, I still see myself as really obese. It's so frustrating.
I need to end this now though, I'm on some pain medication from my visit at the hospital and I feel like I am flying. I hate this feeling (which is why I don't drink).
Bad news. I had to go to the hospital tonight for something having to do with my diabetes. So, there goes $200.00 down the drain! Piece of shit body. I wish I had known that diabetes runs in my family BEFORE I gained so much weight after high school. I was at 250lbs in the summer of 2002. Sad, I know. Now I weigh 165lbs and losing. I've been working hard. The sad thing is that I really don't see the big difference unless I am comparing old pictures from my weight of 250lbs side-by-side with my recent pictures of 165lbs. Like, when I look in the mirror, I still see myself as really obese. It's so frustrating.
I need to end this now though, I'm on some pain medication from my visit at the hospital and I feel like I am flying. I hate this feeling (which is why I don't drink).