This One is For You
1. You're me best friend. However, you hurt my feelings sometimes even though you may not mean to. We're always there for each other, though, and in the ling run thats what matters. sometimes i wish you'd say sorry though. even when i'm mad at you, i forgive you at the end. you've seen me at my lowest, lowest times and if it wasnt for you i'd probably still be extremely depressed and even more self conscious and self deprecating than i am now. what would i do without my ace boon coon? you always tell me to man up, and even though i never do, its good to have someone to go to and tell about everything...from my foolish father to failed romances, you're there.
2. My Jezebel! Since sophomore year you've been my numero uno Jezzy. you always try to deny my love, but i know what the deal is. we're extremely different, but i think thats what makes it even better. you can be really stupid, violent, and quite foolish when it comes to the opposite sex. (I won't name names...jj) you're there to call me foolish names and lift me up when i'm down...i love you like a sister, no gas. when you leave to ATL what am i going to do without you?
3. Where the hell do i start with you? I've known you since freshman year, and thats where the seeds were planted. I wish they hadn't been though because they have sprouted mostly heartache. freshman, sophomore, junior year, i liked you, but it wasnt strong like it is now. then when you went out with her, i dont think you can even begin to fathom how you made me feel. you are everything i dont need. you talk to lord knows how many girls, you have game that i cant resist, and you are really not that great of a person. but i cant hide the fact that i have feelings for you beyond my control. i hate/love you. i love how nice you can be to me sometimes, and how always do that little thing when you want to get my attention...give me that deep look and touch me under the chin...that drives me crazy and it makes me love you all the more. but at the same time you act like a complete ass. i always curse your name to high heaven..but then i want to see you anyway. every week you manage to break my heart.
4. even though we're related, i really, really cannot stand you. you're arrogant, annoying, conceited, and you have a horrible attitude. everyday i want to beat your ass to the ground because the things you say and do are disrespectful and unnecessary. whats even worse is you get away with it. i hope that one day someone will teach you a lesson...in humility.
5. where have you been all my life? when i'm on the phone with you i can be my total and complete self, no matter what. we can talk about absolutely NOTHING and still stay on the phone for three hours. i can tell you things without being crucified and feeling silly or stupid. you're as laid back and thoughtful as I am, and talking to you always makes me happy, no matter what. i hope you know that no matter what you can always talk to me about anything, because thats how i feel about you. you always introduce me to new things i wouldn't know about normally and thats what makes being your friend worth it. j/k. you're basically me if i was transferred into a male body. only shorter.
6. you call me your best friend and you're mine. we're always there for each other no matter what. the things you have to go through i cant imagine. i wish like hell all the time that things will start looking up for you so you can leave here. when i leave i dont want to think of you as still here with THEM. i know you want to as much as i do. you laugh and joke with me but i can see that theres always something slightly troubling you. you cant understand how much i love you. i would do anything for you no matter what the consequences. we're two peas in a pod. you're not only my big sister, you're all of our big sisters. i think i speak for all of us when i say we love you a ton.
2. My Jezebel! Since sophomore year you've been my numero uno Jezzy. you always try to deny my love, but i know what the deal is. we're extremely different, but i think thats what makes it even better. you can be really stupid, violent, and quite foolish when it comes to the opposite sex. (I won't name names...jj) you're there to call me foolish names and lift me up when i'm down...i love you like a sister, no gas. when you leave to ATL what am i going to do without you?
3. Where the hell do i start with you? I've known you since freshman year, and thats where the seeds were planted. I wish they hadn't been though because they have sprouted mostly heartache. freshman, sophomore, junior year, i liked you, but it wasnt strong like it is now. then when you went out with her, i dont think you can even begin to fathom how you made me feel. you are everything i dont need. you talk to lord knows how many girls, you have game that i cant resist, and you are really not that great of a person. but i cant hide the fact that i have feelings for you beyond my control. i hate/love you. i love how nice you can be to me sometimes, and how always do that little thing when you want to get my attention...give me that deep look and touch me under the chin...that drives me crazy and it makes me love you all the more. but at the same time you act like a complete ass. i always curse your name to high heaven..but then i want to see you anyway. every week you manage to break my heart.
4. even though we're related, i really, really cannot stand you. you're arrogant, annoying, conceited, and you have a horrible attitude. everyday i want to beat your ass to the ground because the things you say and do are disrespectful and unnecessary. whats even worse is you get away with it. i hope that one day someone will teach you a lesson...in humility.
5. where have you been all my life? when i'm on the phone with you i can be my total and complete self, no matter what. we can talk about absolutely NOTHING and still stay on the phone for three hours. i can tell you things without being crucified and feeling silly or stupid. you're as laid back and thoughtful as I am, and talking to you always makes me happy, no matter what. i hope you know that no matter what you can always talk to me about anything, because thats how i feel about you. you always introduce me to new things i wouldn't know about normally and thats what makes being your friend worth it. j/k. you're basically me if i was transferred into a male body. only shorter.
6. you call me your best friend and you're mine. we're always there for each other no matter what. the things you have to go through i cant imagine. i wish like hell all the time that things will start looking up for you so you can leave here. when i leave i dont want to think of you as still here with THEM. i know you want to as much as i do. you laugh and joke with me but i can see that theres always something slightly troubling you. you cant understand how much i love you. i would do anything for you no matter what the consequences. we're two peas in a pod. you're not only my big sister, you're all of our big sisters. i think i speak for all of us when i say we love you a ton.